in the shadows...

No sleep

No sleep until I am done with finding the answer

Won't stop

Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer

Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected

Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching I've been waiting

In the shadows all my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

NOTICE!!!

WHAT THE?!
okay....so NOW i can access to my old blog! COOL! so from now on i am going to update ONLY this blog!!! okay? thank you for your cooperation and sorry for the confusion caused!

bye!

if you just dont understand...

If you don’t understand what im about;

if you don’t understand who I am;

if you don’t understand why I’m the way I am….

Wrap your mind around this.

If you don’t understand why I dance,

you need to watch me dance again.

Look closer.

Look at my eyes.

Can you see right through me?

Like im made of glass?

You see my heart, you see my veins?

You hear that music?

That’s me your hearing.

The rhythm my blood, and the beat my heart.

Without this I can never be.

If you don’t understand run it back again.

If you don’t understand why I laugh,

you need to listen to me again.

Listen closer.

Listen to my voice.

can you see right through me?

Like im made of sky?

My lungs my brain,

Filled with air and thoughts of sadness.

Look at the sky,

you’ll find me there.

Look in the ocean,

you’ll find me there.

Look in the center of the earth,

you’ll find me there too.

I laugh at myself,

I laugh at everything around me.

My imagination taking me everywhere,

but nowhere.

If you don’t understand run it back again.

If you don’t understand why im writing this...

Run it back again.

cupcake on the beach!

one day,

two muffins go into the oven,

the baker turns up the heat,

then the first muffin begans to speak,

the first muffin says,

"man, its hot in here!"

the second muffin says,

"HOLY CRAP, A TALKING MUFFIN!"

breakfast...