emo girl

2009-09-24T09:12:00.000-07:00

in the shadows...

2009-07-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

No sleep

No sleep until I am done with finding the answer

Won't stop

Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer

Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected

Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching I've been waiting

In the shadows all my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

NOTICE!!!

2009-07-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE?!
okay....so NOW i can access to my old blog! COOL! so from now on i am going to update ONLY this blog!!! okay? thank you for your cooperation and sorry for the confusion caused!

bye!

2009-06-21T09:29:00.000-07:00

if you just dont understand...

2009-06-20T12:24:00.000-07:00

If you don’t understand what im about;

if you don’t understand who I am;

if you don’t understand why I’m the way I am….

Wrap your mind around this.

If you don’t understand why I dance,

you need to watch me dance again.

Look closer.

Look at my eyes.

Can you see right through me?

Like im made of glass?

You see my heart, you see my veins?

You hear that music?

That’s me your hearing.

The rhythm my blood, and the beat my heart.

Without this I can never be.

If you don’t understand run it back again.

If you don’t understand why I laugh,

you need to listen to me again.

Listen closer.

Listen to my voice.

can you see right through me?

Like im made of sky?

My lungs my brain,

Filled with air and thoughts of sadness.

Look at the sky,

you’ll find me there.

Look in the ocean,

you’ll find me there.

Look in the center of the earth,

you’ll find me there too.

I laugh at myself,

I laugh at everything around me.

My imagination taking me everywhere,

but nowhere.

If you don’t understand run it back again.

If you don’t understand why im writing this...

Run it back again.

cupcake on the beach!

2009-06-20T12:01:00.000-07:00

one day,

two muffins go into the oven,

the baker turns up the heat,

then the first muffin begans to speak,

the first muffin says,

"man, its hot in here!"

the second muffin says,

"HOLY CRAP, A TALKING MUFFIN!"

breakfast...

2009-06-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

2009-06-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

no matter where i am,
when i turn around,
i see you,
i smile,
you smile back,
thank you for being here when i need you,
even if you arent really here...

to all good, thrust-able friends out there this is for you...im lucky to have mine

love is hate, hate is hate.....10 things i hate about myself

2009-06-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

10 Things I Don't Like

1. being emo

2. having to study

3. exams

4. dolls

5. homework

6. work

7. rumors

8. myself

9. windows

10. snakes

10 Things I Like

1. being emo

2. friends

3. drawing

4. running

5. songs

6. storybooks

7. pictures

8. animals

9. fresh air

10. food

10 Facts About Me

1. being emo

2. easily scared

3. easily manipulated

4. easily bullied

5. easily sleepy

6. i like stuff

7. i hate myself

8. i like animals

9. i hate exams

10. ppl hate me, i hate me, nobody even likes me, emo.....

10 Habits That I Have

1. being emo

2. shaking my leg

3. saying thank you or thanks for EVERYTHING

4. saying sorry or IM SOOOOO SORRY for almost everything

5. breaking chopsticks

6. breaking pencils

7. sleeping half the day

8. drawing on my desk

9. eating a mint every 5 seconds

10. doing my school work at the VERY last minute

10 Random People I Tag

1. STILL being emo

2. jack

3. nesalinee

4. fazlul

5. alex yap

6. choong mun loong

7. diorene

8. dana chan

9. cheah jie lam

10. johnathan

unfaithful........

2009-06-13T12:31:00.000-07:00

?????

hazel eyes....

2009-06-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

Here I am once again
I'm torn into pieces

Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

(now i knoe that in the picture above the eye isnt hazel in colour but....)

lets play a love game

2009-06-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

love is a game............

im confused...

2009-06-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

My number one: There could never be no one like you
How come I feel this way about
My number two: Never tried to tell me what to say or do
I'm so in love with two
I don't want to push it
I don't want to fight
But this feeling keeps me up all night
If I only could decide
But I can't make up my mind
I'm breakin' all my rules because of you
You can tell me it's not right
And it tears me up inside
But the problem is
I'm so in love with two...

thats what girls do

2009-06-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

have you ever though what girls have been thinking? well now we knoe!

She says … She means …

Yes -No

No -Yes

Maybe -No

We need- I want

I’m sorry- You’ll be sorry

We need to talk -I need to complain

Sure…go ahead -I don’t want you to

Is my butt fat? -Tell me I’m beautiful

Do what you want -You’ll pay for this later

I’m not upset -Of course I’m upset, you moron!

Are you listening to me?? -Too late, you’re dead

You have to learn to communicate -Just agree with me

Be romantic, turn out the lights -I have flabby thighs

You’re so.. manly -You need a shave and you sweat a lot

Do you love me? -I’m going to ask for something expensive

It’s your decision -The correct decision should be obvious by now

You’re certainly attentive tonight- Is sex all you ever think about??

I’ll be ready in a minute -Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV

How much do you love me? -I did something today that you’re really
not gonna like

2009-06-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

i so in love with two..........

2009-06-10T09:31:00.000-07:00

my eyes are dead....

be your girl...

2009-06-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

Maybe, I wanna be your girl
Maybe, all I need is you
Anna ni mou soba ni ite mo
Konna ni mou ai sarete mo
Jikan wa mikata shite kurezu ni
Anata no kanojo ni narenai atashi
Sore de mo ii tte nan do mo omotta
Anata wo dareka to SHEA shite iru keredo
Sore ja iya da tte nan do mo naiteru
Uso de mo kiyasume de mo atashi dake tte itte

i knoe that by now your wondering what that means, well this is what it means;

~Maybe I wanna be your girl~
~Maybe all I need is you~
As much as you are next to me
As much as you give me loving
Without time siding by me
I cannot become your girlfriend
"I'm fine with it," I kept thinking,
you being shared with someone else,
but i just kept on crying:
"I don’t like it"
Even if it’s a lie or for comforting, just say:
"You’re my only one"

IM SO eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemo!!! SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME A HUG ALREADY!!!

all credits to chieko kawabe

2009-06-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

Blue skies are depressing
Oh, how I hate the day light
I find eyebrows so sexy
And high heels just piss me off
Like sulking and dancing
I hate swimming
Can't socialize well
It's easy to see
That I don't belong

2009-06-09T06:14:00.000-07:00

i want someone who loves me for who i am,
and accepts me for who i am,
to a specific person,
understand this....

eeeeeeeeeeeeemo person tagging

2009-06-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

Name ten of your choices for all these categories. then tag 10 people and DANCE!
a. name 10 of your favourite songs
1. SEXYBACK! (J.T ROCKS)
2. p-p-poker face!
3. lonely in gorgeous. (LONELY...*sob*)
4. love magic (YAY)
5. lovestoned!!
6. circles (eeeeeeeeeeeeemo)
7. perfect (even more EEEEEEMO)
8. a little too not over you (EMO love song)
9. bring me to life (the emo-est!)
10. THE EMO SONG

b. name 10 of your favourite shows
1. soul eater (im NOT nerdy!)
2. 90210 (this show is NICE)
3. the simpsons *laughs*
4. naruto (its okay)
5. haruhi suzumiya! *dance*
6. negima!
7. he is MY MASTER
8. GOOD LUCK chuck
9. lucky star!
10. SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!

c. name 10 of your favourite people
1. well....
2. i cant choose between my friends....
3. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE NICE...
4. so why should i choose between them...
5. they are all TOO nice.....
6. then...
7. why am i doin this?
8. well maybe its bcos im bored....
9. oh well, i started doin it might as well end it..
10. and im ending it with a BYE!

d. name 10 of your favourite bands
.....well....i dont know alot of bands...im SOO RETARDED!

e. in your one of your favourite shows, name 10 characters in it
1. soul (ofcourse)
2. MAKA
3. black star
4. death the kid
5. liz
6. medusa
7. the grim reaper?
8. chrona or is it krona? is she even a girl???
9. EXCALIBUR!!! (LOL)
10. the bar tender!!! (LOL THAT GUY WAS FUNNEH!!!)

ppl you tag:
1. my sister (family first)
2. adrian (im all smiles)
3. charmaine hee *happy happy*
4. nesalinee (remember the deal nesa!!!)
5. alex (^^)
6. mun loong (....)
7. diorene (pls dont be mad)
8. dana CHAN
9. fazlul (ask nesa about the deal. IN PRIVATE)
10. chermaine tan

the camellia flower...

2009-06-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

i am a scentless flower.....when your not paying attention....i slowly blossom...and quietly whither in a miserable way.....without notice......i die.......alone

my mirror is black at both sides

2009-06-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

i have two sides.....it doesnt really matter because.....they are both black.......

here in your arms....

2009-06-05T09:47:00.000-07:00

Well you are the one,
the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be
but here in your arms.

behind these eyes, hell lives

2009-06-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

No one knows what it's like,

To be the bad man,

To be the sad man,

Behind these eyes,

And no one knows,

What it's like to be hated,

To be fated to telling only lies,

But my dreams they aren't as empty,

As my conscience seems to be,

I have hours, only lonely,

My love is vengeance,

That's never free....

the bitterness of my life are like circles that never end

2009-06-03T10:45:00.000-07:00

Take my hand lets go,

Somewhere we can rest our souls.

We'll sit where it's warm,

You say look we're here alone.

I was running in circles,

I hurt myself,

Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,

I didn't deserve this,

But to me you were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life.

If this is life I'll say good bye....

TAG, YOUR IT!

2009-06-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of you name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers, you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name question.

1. What is you name : chan sook cheng *smiles*
2. A four Letter Word : Cone?
3. A boy's Name : isnt chan ALREADY a guys name?
4. A girl's Name : Carrie underwood?
5. An occupation : chef? or better! CIA agent!!!
6. A color : chartreuse (i had to google this question!)
7. Something you'll wear : corset (i also had to google this too!!!)
8. A food : CANDY! *YAY*
9. A place : CHINA!
10. A reason for being late : car broke down...(thats what i ALWAYS SAY! JK JK)
11. Something you'd shout : CALL ME!!!!
12. A movie title : CHRONICLES OF NARNIA!!!
13. Something you drink : COKE! duh!
14. A musical group : chemical romance? not good enough? okay...CHEAP TRICK
15. An animal : cat? camel?
16. A street name : china town? dunno....= ,=
17. A type of car : Camry? i have the car just dunno how to spell
18. The title of a song : circles....*more emo*

huh....that was ALOT of work! google WORKS! LOL! okay-lah i tag:
1. MY SISTER! XD
2. adrian! *smiles*
3. jack! (ill message you when im free! MISSIN CHA)
4. charmiane hee! (pls dont be emo *like me*)
5. diorene (dont get all angry)
6. nesalinee (pls rmb our deal bout tagging)
7. FAZLUL (OFCOURSE)
8. alex (the lion)
9. mun loong (...)
10. chermaine tan (long time no see)
....tried edi! LOL! buh-bye!

this song is 4 the special ppl out there!

2009-06-03T02:05:00.000-07:00

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,as easy as
1,2 (1 2 3 4.)
theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.i love you.(i love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what i'll do.
i love you...

this is a tribute to ALL my frens out there. I LOVE YOU.
(im do not have a crush on any1 and/or am lesbian)

a letter for my VERY BEST FREN EVER!

2009-06-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

Dear bestest fren ever,
i hope ur reading this. i think by now ur already on ur way or already at PERAK! i hope u have LOADS of fun and pls remember to take care of urself! EAT! SLEEP! AND BATHE! but ofcourse u knoe that. im already MISSIN CHA! TAKE CARE! and pls dont feel lonely. im always there somwhere.

I DID THIS POST FOR YOU!

love YOU hate me,
chan

to,
when you read this you'll knoe its for you, nesalinee.....

the love calculator

2009-06-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

i miss you baby

2009-06-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

i miss ur touch......

HAPPY HAPPY

2009-06-02T08:32:00.000-07:00

huh....today was a rush of fresh air....NICE! TODAY ROCKED! IM SO SUPER HAPPY! *dances* I LOVE TODAY! and this is all thanks TO ..................

THE MOST SILLIEST FIGHT EVER!

2009-06-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

*riiiing*
^^^^: HEY PICK UP UR BLOODY PHONE!

***:Hello?! WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ANDREA?! ... Oh its you.. =.= What the bloody hell you want..?

^^^^:I WANT YOU TO BLOODY STOP LETTING YOUR DOG SHIT ON MY LAWN!

*** :What the? My dog aint on your lawn!!

^^^^:IT WAS!

***: Tell your bloody cat to stop stealing my fish!!

^^^^: YOU TELL UR MUT 1ST!

***: YOu tell your furball first!

^^^^: SHIT! MY PROBLEM IS SHIT! YOURS IS JUST FISH! WHO THE HELL CARES BOUT YOUR FISH?!

***: Hey yours is just your lawn! You dont pay for it just wash it! I BUY THE FREAKIN FISH EVERYDAY!! I PAY THE GOD DAMN FISH FOR 5 DOLLARS EVERYDAY!

^^^^:YOU KNOE WHAT?!......(looks out the window) YOUR FREAKIN DOG IS DOIN IT RITE NOW!

***: GUess what? * Peeps at the kitchem * Your cat is in my house and stealing my wifes cooking RIGHT NOW!

^^^^: *shuts phone*
*walks over to ur house angrily*

***: * Shuts phone *
*goes to ur kitchen*

^^^^: * Walks outside *
*takes the fish*

***: * GOes to your lawn *

^^^^: *eats it*
HAPPY?!

***: * Gets my hose, some mud and lets my dog play in the mud in YOUR house * Here, I cleaned your house. Is now sparking.. ;]

^^^^:LOL!
okay okay you win

***: Lolx!

^^^^: takes my cat litter box and then throws in on ur wife!
EAT THAT !!!

***: Takes some mud and throws it at * you have a wife? * housE!!
Take shit man.. ^^

THE END!

faint....

2009-06-02T06:21:00.000-07:00

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard,
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact,
That everyone can see these scars,
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel,
But it's like no matter what I doI can't convince you to just believe this is real,
So, I let go watchin' you, turn your back,
Like you always do, face away and pretend that I'm not,
But I'll be here 'cause you are all that I've got....

the diary of a NOBODY

2009-06-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

dear diary....

2009-06-01T05:42:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

I thought my dreams had come true,

Last week I found the one to give my heart to,

Told all my friends about him, even tried his last name,

Didn't see that to him it was all just a game,

He seemed so nice, I've known him for a while week,

But my friends didn't like him, didn't know him like me,

No more crushes, no more ruses, learn to be satisfied,

With being single again - wait who's that guy,

You are cute!

my heart melts blood for you..

2009-06-01T02:58:00.000-07:00

Sobbing all night has become a routine for me....

i miss you.....

call me, text me, save me

2009-06-01T02:44:00.000-07:00

Baby you know that I miss you,
I wanna get with you tonight,
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone,
I'll see you later on,
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home....

a very silly yet FUN trip

2009-05-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

hey there! okay, so today was normal...you knoe, wake up, brush up, eat, play wit bunnies, online, update blog. a normal sunday (without hw) day. so i was blogging...blogging...blogging...then suddently...BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!! *opens door*

me: WHAT?!

dad: WERE GOIN TO THE BEACH!!! *smiles*

me: . . .seriously?

dad: yeah. mummy wants to

me: . . .huh....lazy....

my sis: THE BEACH!!! YAY!!!!

me: . . .huh....(i guess that means i have to go....troublesome)

dad: *walks down edi*

so then i got ready, not b4 talkin to my mum 4 a bit. then i changed and my mum said "make sure u bring extra clothes" and im like "im not even goin to swim. i hate the beach" "just do it"

and so i did, after a little fight (nothin serious) then i went down and my bro just woke up from his sleep. so i said "go get ready. were goin to the beach" and hes all "im not goin. im staying home" and i was "WUT?! HOW COME HE GETS TO STAY?!" and in the end i still went.

so the journey begans. we brought ALOT of things even though its only gonna be for like a few hours. dont care-lah. anyway we toke like 1 hour to get "there" and when we reached the beach im like "FINALLY!" my dad told me "NAH! this isnt the beach" and im like "WHAT?!" so then we hopped back into the car and drove off to ANOTHER beach. then when we reached there,

"huh....the air smells like sea"

"IT SMELLS LIKE SHIT! POLLUTED!! NEXT"

"WHAT?!"

then to the third beach

"*to tired to say anything*"

"hmmm......"

"its nice (my mum)"

"it isnt what it used to be"

"....."

"the tide is too low"

"NEXT"

then in the end we went around and AROUND AND AROUND until it tok us like 2 hours to find the perfect beach and in the end we played around for only like 30 minutes or more....SO MUCH FOR SO LITTLE?!

well the beach was NICE! the air was great! me and my sis tok LOADS of pictures! LOL! and we bought ICE CREAM!!! YUM! but it was against my diet! i need to exercise more *sob* anyway my sis and i also wrote silly words in the sand! my sis wrote her blog and other stuff and i wrote a cute "ice cream", a heart (i wont tel whos name was in it) and a BIG FAT CUTE "I WAS HERE" LOL! but take my advice, if ur on the beach i was on...there will be monkeys almost EVERYWHERE NEAR THE BEACH and they will be pee-ing on ur stuff (lucky my family didnt get any monkey pee but i saw one monkey pee-ing on a car...poor car) and also DONT LOOK DOWN. cos at the beach i was at there were cute little baby CRABS coming out from the sand and they were kinda making my hair stand especially when ALL 50 OF THEM WALK TOGETHER! EWW!!! i was tryin my best not to step on them. they were kinda gross when they moved but I CANT KILL AN INNOCENT CREATURE! anyway i still had a good time even though i reached home at around 11.00 or so... but overall.... i loved it...

my hunnybun is my CUP OF TEA

2009-05-31T00:40:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY is PERFECT but me

2009-05-30T23:37:00.000-07:00

Small town homecoming queen,
She's the star in this scene,
There's no way to deny she's lovely,
Perfect skin, perfect hair,
Perfumed hearts everywhere,
Tell myself that inside she's ugly,
Maybe I'm just jealous,
I can't help but hate her,
Secretly I wonder if MY BOYFRIEND WANTS TO DATE HER,
She is the prom queen,I'm in the marching band,
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands,
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor,
She's Miss America,
and I'm just the girl next door.....

i walk alone.....

2009-05-30T23:19:00.000-07:00

I walk a lonely road,

The only one that I have ever known,

Don't know where it goes,

But it's home to me and I walk alone,

I walk this empty street,

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams,

Where the city sleeps,

and I'm the only one and I walk alone,

I walk alone,

I walk alone,

I walk alone,

I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me,

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating,

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me,

'Til then I walk alone,

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Aaah-ah,Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line,

That divides me somewhere in my mind,

On the border line,

Of the edge and where I walk alone,

Read between the lines,

What's messed up and everything's alright,

Check my vital signs,

To know I'm still alive and I walk alone,

I walk alone,

I walk alone,

I walk alone,

I walk a...

im still/never here,

2009-05-30T23:01:00.000-07:00

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard,
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway,
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be,
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here......

HaTe Me LoVe YoU

2009-05-29T23:43:00.000-07:00

a rough nite....

2009-05-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

okay so last night i had a rough nite......huh.....i was so.....so.....EMO! i was sobbing on my bed......

2009-05-29T22:27:00.000-07:00

just like your love,
i can see it,
but i cant feel it.....

2009-05-29T21:51:00.000-07:00

i am happy

IM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS! (girls and guys accually)

2009-05-29T17:21:00.000-07:00

okay,so yesterday was teachers day.....AND NOW WE GOT 2 WEEKS OFF! huh....accually....i wana go back to school! its very borin at home! and i have to do the bloody moral hw! LAZY! im emo now.....cos of last nite....im sorry to a specific person....i didnt mean to fight with the person i was just EMO.....anyway, yesterday was okay in the morning....ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! IT WAS HORRIBLE!!! all the speechs were a drag. but thankfully, my bestfrens saved me a seat in front. we sat together and made jokes bout the teahers but nothin too serious. and then they asked us to move behind so i made my way behind....behind....WAYYYYY BACKK!!!! then i sat down and i just reliezed...WE WERE AT THE END OF EVERYBODY! cool! so we talked and talked and talked! and then we sang songs and we tok alot of photos! special thanks to who ever brough the camera. and after that we went to eat.....rehat was okay....mia, nesa n fazlul and the others were having a blast eating but i only ate a small sandwich and a mint.....diet....UGH! then after that we went back to put our bags down and we went to go greet out VERY KIND AND TOUGHTFUL TEACHER, PN.YEO!!!! i greeted her and she was SO NICE! and then we went down and again we sat behind but then the probates FORCED us infront so we did...a little...then i sat next to nesa and alex and next to nesa was bryton (he seems to love taking pictures) and i think next to him was daval (sorry for wrong spelling if there is any) and infront of me was mia who was in between eliza and fazlul who was beside fatin who was beside some guy (i forgot his name sorry*sweat*) i felt SOOO SLEEPY!!! and i wanted to sleep on nesa's shoulder but she was ALREADY SLEEPING!!! HOW CAN SHE EVEN SLEEP WHEN THERES A CRAZY GUY BEHIND US SCREAMING?! anyway somehow she managed to ignore the screaming and sleep she slept on her bag, facedown so i couldnt sleep on her so i just sleept and i end up on alex's shoulder...well he didnt mind so, who cares. and besides we ARE best frens so nothing wrong wit that, rite? and so i continued to sleep then out of no where the crazy baboon behind me screamed and i immediately woke up and stood straight! and then i fell asleep again....huh...sleeping was nice....then nesa and me slept, alex was reading his geo exam paper, eliza,mia and fazlul were gossipping, fatin and the guy were talkin bout somthing and the probates were...probating i guess... and then again i slept on his shoulder then again with the baboon behind me and his screams UGH! GOD! and so i woke up! JEEZ! will he ever SHUT UP?
and so the day ended fast and eventually nesa woke up! LOL! nobody could handle the screams of that guy! and in the end i said bye to nesa and hugged her and i didnt see the others....huh...i should have hugged them TOO! *sob* and so i walked back home and looked up at the sky and tought bout my day....then i almost tripped! JK! i met up with chan wei yan and we talked talked talked then i talked to ivan for a bit and waited for my mum....and thats my day. boring huh? it was fun for me. and i wanna thank nesa and fazlul for getting gifts for me! THANK YOU! and i feel bad for not getting you guys anyting! I DIDNT KNOE! IM SORRY! and im also sorry to a specific person....EMO

2009-05-29T01:05:00.000-07:00

iM aLwAyS SaD

ExAmS ArE OvEr!!!!!!!!

2009-05-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!! EXAMS ARE OOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!!!
YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
now i can FINALLY surf the internet!!! and update my blog ofcourse.
I MISSED YOU, LAPTOP!!!! but now i dont miss you (laptop) anymore....
I MISS MY FRENS!!!! *sob* i should have hugged everybody!!!!
well i hope who-ever-who-is-readin-this has a GREAT holiday!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

love you hate me,
*cHaN sOoK cHeNg*

2009-05-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

rumors hurt

2009-05-22T19:06:00.000-07:00

2009-05-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

i accually found a couple pic wearing OUR ugly school uniform! and they look great!

the 4 stages of exams

2009-05-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

10 seconds before the exam starts...............

10 minutes after the exam starts..............

10 minutes after the exam ends...................

10 seconds after the results came out..................

TwO SiDeS oF tHe MiRrOR

2009-05-19T09:28:00.000-07:00

im happy on the outside but what's inside???.....

2009-05-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

save me from this nightmare............

rock on!

2009-05-18T10:12:00.000-07:00

frenz!

2009-05-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

aww...looks like my frens! okay im SOOO bored and so i will lable them! and i hope you dont get offended of anything like that. carrying on,

(starting from the left)

* ainin sofea (aww...CUTE)

* fatin nursyazana (*smiles*)

* eliza tan (why so energetic)

* sook cheng (ADORABLE)

* fazlul faridah (tryin to help as usual. being her normal NICE self)

* me (SUFFER NESALINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! lol XD)

* nesalinee *ouch*

* chermaine tan (emo...)

* charmiane hee *hugs*

* CHAN wei yan (can she be anymore nicer?)

* dana CHAN (PUMA)

* mia batrisyia (...)

i wish.....

2009-05-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

i love you,
why wont you,
LOVE BACK

a WTF moment

2009-05-18T09:41:00.001-07:00

okay so i have been having many WTF moments these days so this is a tribute to all the WTF moments i've had;

LOL! XD!

yeah, i get that ALOT!

i had the same look when class starts.

okay so i lied. this ISNT a tribute i just did it cos i was bored. but i WAS tellin the truth bout somting....I DO HAVE ALOT OF WTF MOMENTS!

2009-05-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

status:
*sob*

2009-05-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

she and me share the same HUGE NERDY GLASSES!

seems familiar?

2009-05-16T09:03:00.000-07:00

alone in the world............

2009-05-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

i............am............so...............lonely.................

im so lonely...........i want somebody to hold and i want to be hold......................

im so alone in the world...................hoping it could be..........

like this...............huh..................*sign*....................

i feel guity

2009-05-12T09:34:00.000-07:00

i feel guilty! i think i murdered like 4 pencils and like 1 00 000 000 chopsticks! LOL! i need anger managment classes! ok i think im gonna sleep noe!!!!!
woah! this is like way short! i just did tis cos im BORED!

love me hate me,
ChAn SoOk ChEnG!!

2009-05-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

BUNNIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(ecally its just A bunny but you get the picture)

tagged? again?!

2009-05-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

ok so...i got tagged AGAIN. and im not SO lazy today so i think ill do this one. "special" thanks to chermaine tan. JK. JK. Anyway...

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.And then answer the questions,Say you're guessing if you don't know,But at least guess on all of them.After doing this, tag your 21 "lucky" friends to do the same

1. adrian (internet buddy!)
2. fazlul (SHES THE BEST FREN A GIRL COULD HAVE)
3. diorene tung (she gives good advice)
4. ivan wong (HE gives good advice TOO)
5. nesalinee (the person who sits nex to me in class)
6. charmaine hee (SUPER CUTE)
7. eliza tan ( sms?)
8. fatin nursyazana ( ex-bff but still we're good frens)
9. chan wei yan (YAY)
10. alex (*grrs*NO MORE CHOCOLATE)
11. cheah (hes okay...we dont fight so...)
12. jonathan (*even more grrs*HELL NO! HES EVIL!!!)
13.chermaine tan ( thanks for tagging me i guess)
14.oxXAerithMaddyXxo ( shes the best there is )
15. firdaus (WHERE ARE YOU?!)
16. irvin yeoh (hi?)
17. sook cheng (my clone)
18. saw (we have been frens since we were babies)
19. mun loong (....)
20. jack? ( long time no talk! hey adrian help me tell him pls!)
21. mia

1. How do you meet 7?
- i 4got already but i knoe we met in year 6...huh....good times ,good times...

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
- i think ill be lonely cos normally he sits either in front or beside me in class and I MISS HIM!

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
- HAHA!!! LOL! i almost dropped out of my chair! NO WAY! they are not gay! or are they.....NAH! they are bffs!

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
- no but she told me she does....aww....

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
- NO WAY! gay gay gay.

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
- uhh.....hes nice

7. What is 2's favourite colour?
- ......green? NO WAIT! pink?......yellow?

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
- well a few hours ago...i met her in school! duh! her locker is right in front of my table!

9. What language does 8 speaks?
- english and only english but she does knoes how to speak malay

10. Who is 13 going out with?
- dunno.....WHO ARE you dating, chermaine tan?

11. Would you ever date 17?
- I AM NOT LESBIAN!!

12. Where do 18 live?
- dunno....we are chilhood frens but i dunno where he stays

13. What is the best thing about 4?
- he gives me good advice

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now?
- *grrs* (JK)

15. What is the best thing about 20?
- hes funny!

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
- HELL NO! IM SOOO NOT LESBIAN!!!

17. What is the best memory you have on 5?
- haha! "the fan at the pole" joke!!! haha!

18. When is the next time you're going to see 4?
- umm...tommorrow i guess?

19. How is 7 different from 6?
- eliza talks more i guess....

20. Is 2 pretty?
- sh'yeah

21. What is your first impression on 15?
- he is SOO quiet!

22. How did you meet 3?
- in year 4. she got 1st in class and i got 2nd and we were the only ones who were moved to 5 bestari and we didnt knoe anybody there so the bond was formed!

23. Is 5 your best friend?
- YEAH! how did you knoe???

24. Do you hate 12?
- kinda! he teased me!

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
- uhh....yeah i think so

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
- today. 1st period. MATHS!

27. Have you been to 5's house?
- nope....

28. When's the next time u'll see 10?
- i think in class

29. Are you close to 11?
- kinda. my mum knoes his mum who knoes eugene's mum who knoes lim's mum who knoes lee's mum who knoes lum's mum who knoes...

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
- nope...

31. Have you gotten trouble with 18?
- never!

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
- ..............

33. When have you lied to 3?
- once... BUT I HAD TO!

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
- yeah! hes friendly!

35. Do you know a secret about 8?
- i knoe all her past year ones and some from this year TOO!

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
- more gays?

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
- shes so super nice and we share almost the same name!

38. Have you ever had a crush on 12?
- NEVER IN MY LIFE!

39. How long have you known 2?
- i think 1 year or more...

40. Does 11 have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- dunno

41. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 on the face?
- never! hes soo nice!

42. Has 21 meet your parents?
- my mum yes. my dad. NO ONE HAS SEEN MY DAD!

43. How did you meet 11?
- 4got already!

44. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
- well...mybe just a slight push. i slightly push her...THEN SHE HITS ME TILL I HIT THE WALL!

45. Do you live close to 7?
- i have no idea where she lives

46. What is 8's favourite food?
- i think its french fries

47. What kind of car does 1 have?
- i really dunno

48. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
- nope. i just met her this year

49. If you give 14 a $100, What would he/she spend it on?
- firstly, WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I GIVE MONEY AWAY?! (JK JK) and since shes older than me maybe she'll get som girl adult thing that she likes. i dunno. maybe a hidan bag or something?

50. What is so great bout 13?
- we have been frens since year 3 and somhow we always have somthing to talk bout. being with her is never boring!

PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY LUCKY TODAY THAT HAS BEEN TAGGED BY ME!!!:~
okay! i tag....
1. MY SISTER (WAKAKAKA!! try doin THIS!)
2. diorene! ( enjoy!)
3. charmaine hee (^^)
4. adrian (when have i NOT tagged you?!)
5. jonathan (WEE!)
6. sin zhao hong (???)
7. ivan ( I-VA-NA!)
8. dana (CHAN)
9. alex (the lion?)
10. mun loong (....)
11. chien loo (if she has a blog)
12. eliza (ill sms you l8r kay?)
13. ong rou jen (thanks for hitting the "follow" button!
14. loo wai kei (st.johns!)
15. cheah (hi?)
16. lee (nigahiga nigahiga nigahiga!)
17. eugene???
18. jack (long time no talk)
19. oxXAerithMaddyXxo! (if she has a blog)
20. arishah (*smiles*)
21. amelia (^^)

phew....im so tired! okay i g2g do the sivik thingy or nesalinee will kill me! LOL! bye! and oh yeah..thanks for reading!

being tag is a drag (JK!)

2009-05-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

ok umm....lets see:
1. What do you think about yourself?
- i hate myself and i think i should kill myself *sob*

2. Why?
- cos my life sucks! and cos im emo now

3. If you could make any character come to life, what would it be?
- shikamaru nara (my fav character) so we can be lazy TOGETHER

4. Have you regretted anything you did before?
- yeah.

5. Name two.Make wrong decisions
- sleeping more than studying
- eating so much chips when i was in year 1 (now i gotta diet!)

6. Have you liked someone the opposite sex before?
-umm.....yeah

7. Name five?
- whoa! no way!

8.How are you feeling right now?
- emo, tried (im tried cos its 1.03 IN THE MORNING!) and HUNGRY

9. What will most probably happen tomorrow?
- MOTHER'S DAY!

10. Who do you want to see most RIGHT NOW?
- MY DAD! hes overseas.....(i miss my daddy!!!) and either than that all i wanna see now is the bed and the pillow and hopefully theres a blanket there too!

11. Do you belief in God?
-OF COURSE!! god is almighty! I LOVE HIM! I AM VERY VERY RELIGIOUS!

12. Do you love him?
- YEAH!

13. Have you ever talked sick with your friends?
- maybe....

14. Are people the opposite sex involved in your conversations too?
- maybe.....somtimes...

15. What do you want to achieve now?
- a's in the up comin exam...and oh yeah i also wanna achive the guiness world record for sleeping the longest! ( i think i did that already though XD)

16. Name 6 friends.
a. adrian! ( miss you buddy! )
b. nesalinee ( best bud eva!)
c. fazlul (SHES JUST SO NICE)
d. diorene ( i can always count on her!)
e. charmaine hee ( aww...shes SOO CUTE)
f. erm....does family count? cos if it does...I PICK MY SISTER!

17. Describe 3
- i have already done that. LOOK UP!

18. Who do you love more?1 or 4?
umm....I LOVE BOTH! EQUAL! EQUAL!

19. Use ONE word to describe 5.
cute , cute , CUTE!! and if its two words...CUTE AND NICE

20. If the world is coming to the end, what would you say to 2?
WHAT THE HELL?! if the world was comin to an end i would say SAVE ME!!

Tag: 1.MY SISTER! (HA! have fun che!)
2.adrian of course! (hope you enjoy doin it buddy!)
3.charmaine hee (of course!)
4.diorene ( *smiles*)
umm lets see....oh yeah
5. jonathan ( WEE!),
6.ivan (i just relieze that i-va-na sounds like iguana or i wanna, haha!)
7. alex (seriously NO CHOCOLATE)
8.dana CHAN ( also known as kakashi! haha! i love her taste in songs! )
and...wow this tagging list is long! well ok i think thats it! okay then bye!

i scream alot ecally

2009-05-08T08:09:00.001-07:00

ok this is boring but unfortunately im bored so who cares im gonna post this anyway. ok today when it was BI period i think i was talkin to chermaine and ivan bout somthing when suddently out of no where alex comes and slams his hand on the table then i think ivan got shocked or somthing but ivan too slammed somthing on the table (i think its his book) and that scared the life outta me! i screamed like i screamed at the ghost house that me and fatin went to last year at sunway lagoon...*shivers* huh...im remembered it just like it was yesterday...THATS BCOS I WAS SCARED LIKE HELL!!! ok this is what happened:
THE GHOST HOUSE AT SUNWAY LAGOON WITH ME AND FATIN AND THE GHOST (ofcourse)
okay anyway, we were at sunway lagoon (the day was almost over) and we were checking out the activity board and to tell the truth, i was lookin at the tea cup thing. and suddently fatin was like:
fatin; Hey look theres a ghost house! cool! lets go there nex!
and in my mind i was "HELL NO!" but instead of saying that i said,
me: umm...i dont think we bought a ticket for that
fatin: aww.....alright nvm-lah
me: *phew*
my mum: you knoe if you want we could still get tickets for the ghost house. so, you girls up for it?
fatin: really?! cool! LETS DO IT! huh, chan?
me: ..........*sweat*
fatin: chan?
me: uhh.......okay
fatin: COOL!
my mum: ok! lets go to the counter and see the prices
fatin: YAY! now we can go to the ghost house that we always wanted to go together! THIS IS SOO FUN! THIS IS THE BESTEST DAY EVER!
me: uhh...yeah.....yay......*shivers even more*
then we reach the counter and rite nex to the counter was the ghost house and the door of the ghost house was a clown's mouth with blood. *shivers* HOW DID THEY KNOE I WAS AFAID OF CLOWNS?! then as we aproach the counter,
me; huh........im not sure bout this....
fatin: dont worry it will be so much fun!
the counter lady: its rm25.00 per person but you will be able to go in the ghost house for as many times as you want.
in my mind i was lik "why in the world would i go back THERE!" but what came out was just "huh...."
my mum: great! ill take 2 tickets please
me: you mean your not goin?!
my mum: no way! IM not GOIN in THERE!
me: WHAT?! *looks at fatin*
fatin: that means its just us huh? *smiles*
me: i wanna faint
then in the line, this american guy in charge,
american guy: you ready?
me: *bends down on the floor* i feel sick
american: normaly people get sick AFTER they go into the ghost house. your a special one huh?
fatin: *laughs*
me: *smile*
american guy: you wanna go in now or wait for a group?
me: GROUP!
american: whoa! ok ok!
fatin: *laughs louder*
then a chinese couple came and they waited for us (aww...how nice of them) i was like feelling really sick so i was like,
me: fatin, you go ahead ill go sit down for a while ill go wit you the 2nd time
fatin: WHAT?!
me: you just go ahead
fatin: WHAT?!
me: sorry im chickening out
fatin: WHAT?!
american guy: what what what?! just go ahead on over its al right if you get scared ill go fetch you out
me: umm.....
*then the doors suddently opened and a loud thunder came out and then screams the this guy jumped out and that made me scream so i was feeling faint!
me: HELL NO! im sitting here
fatin: but...
the couple: dont worry. you can walk wit us
fatin: really?
me: go ahead
the couple: c'mon you can hold my hand
fatin: thanks
then in they go.... ps: the couple was one guy and one girl and the girl hugged the guys hand and fatin hugged the other hand! whoa! lucky guy! anyway, fatin came out laughing,
me: how was it?
fatin: GREAT! IT WAS GREAT!
me: thats good. sorry i couldnt come in with you
fatin: its okay! the couple was SO NICE! wanna try goin in now?
me: uhh...okay
fatin: great! *drags me over*
american guy: are you ready NOW?
me; yeah
american guy: GREAT! *opens door*
i heard ALOT of screams, lightning and evil laughs)
american guy: dont worry the ghost cant touch you. and as long as you dont touch them they wont touch you
me: uhh...*looks at the pitch dark room*
me: umm...i having second thoughs
fatin: DONT TALK SHIT! LETS GO! *drags me in*
me: WAIT WAIT!
then the door shuts. and the screams all come out again. the fatin told me just hold on to her and walk and so i did until...
me: *grabs fatin's hand and hugs it like it was my job to hug her*
fatin: LETS GO!
me: huh....then we went to think tunnel or somthing lik that and there were many people in cloaks and masks, not so scary rite?, WRONG! yeah sure people in cloaks and masks, LAME, sure but the thing is that ecally there was only one of them and that one was movin around the room WITHOUT LEGS! HE WAS FREAKIN FLOATING!! and surprising-ly he was fast,
fatin: look its the guy in the red cloak! ecally all of them are one!
me: umm...wasnt him over there? why is he suddently here?
fatin: dunno
me: what?! *shivers*
continue, then we went into this room and the guy asks us to look at the screen and watch the movie so i did...well okay fine i wasnt really consentrating on the movie and dont call me inattentive cos sometimes people get distracted when theres a FREAKIN GHOST BEHIND THE PERSON! and yeah i could feel his leg, then i was like,
me: fatin...theres a person.....
fatin: i know.....
me: huh.....*closes eyes and prays*
fatin: oh god....
then outta no where....
ghost: *whispers into my ear* hi.....
me: AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! WHAT THE HELLL!!!!!!
fatin: .......
*everybody looks at me* (blush) then continue we went into this place wit pictures that move and stuff then into this room and the this guy who is dressed as a police man came and said "take care" then he banged the door 3 times and it opened and then they pushed us it and great guess what WE WERE ALONE!! NO GUIDE! then i relized the theme of this part is "prison escape" or somting. i dunno but somthing bout the people behind bars yelling at us and the guys in the electric chair saying " save yourselves" gave me a hint. then the lights were flashing so it was hard to see. it looked as if we were in a movie or somthing. so then i hugged fatin's hand even more (kinda like she was my boyfriend that i never wanted to leave her or something) then this maniac in the jail cell YELLED AT ME and i ecally jumped and screamed and totally hugged fatin! LOL! then eventually we got out. huh....thank god,
me: huh...
fatin: hahaha! that was funny!
me: sure....haha.....huh.....*sweat*
fatin: lets go to your mum
me: ok.
then we walk on over and,
me: hi ma.
my mum: haha! you look so pale
fatin: ofcourse! she screamed the whole time
me: *laughs*
my mum: so overall, how was it?
fatin: GREAT!
me: good. loads of fun (sh'yeah right i was dying out there! but i cant help it, it was funny)
my mum: wanna go again?
me: HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~the end~~~~~~~~~~~

being emo bites!

2009-05-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

as you can see i will normally go to the one on the end of the right to cut my wrist! BEING EMO BITES!

2009-05-01T09:47:00.000-07:00

okay....so i got tagged?! OMG! im so unpopular so this is weird.....but thanks charmaine I LOVE YOU (as a friend)!!! and so.....well this is it....enjoy the boring tagging of me:

1. Do you think you’re a freak : YEAH! and guess what? IM PROUD OF IT!

2. What will you do if somebody just past by and kiss you : i would.....i would....stare into space and then push that person while screaming then run away like a maniac while yelling!

3. What are you eating : ICE CREAM!!! (aww...man i need to diet)

4. Would you forgive the person who treated you so badly : well....depends.....maybe....ok fine

5. Currently listening to : Almost by bowling for soup and yeah thats the name of the band and after that im gonna listen to my favourite song , IM BRINGIN SEXYBACK, YEAH!

6. Do you love being weird : HELL YEAH! its fun and funny especially with frens!

7. Single or available : single....maybe....available.....maybe....

8. Wish you could have more siblings(?) : HELL NO! i got a brother and a sister ALREADY! WHO NEEDS MORE?!

9. What do you think of spammers : they are MEAN and they make people feel EMO! like i was just now for a particular reason....

10. Wish you could be skinnier(?) : YEAH!!! so much!!!! and i also wish i was prettier and smarter and....and.....well if i continue it would be a LONG LONG LONG list!

11. Look to your left what do you see : a wall....a beautiful statue of god and PLUSH TOY!! YAY!! *hugs plush toy!*

12. Hate your life(?) : OF COURSE! SOMEBODY TAKE ME AWAY!

13. What makes you hyper : dunno....its ofcourse not seeing my teacher walk into class

14. The funniest word that you ever heard : POTATOES!

15. Is this boring(?) : nope!

Ppl who got tagged : charmaine (i dont know if im suppose to tag the person who tagged me or not but still) , diorene (love ya buddy (a.a.f) , adrian (hope you enjoy doin it buddy!), alex (NO MORE CHOCOLATE!) and *lets see* oh yeah, jenny WEE (that means you, jonathan! haha) and ivan if he has a blog....i dunno

well thats all i guess! thanks for listening ecally its reading but wat the heck, BUH-BYE!

well i take back what i said

2009-04-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

dear reader,

haha! i change my mind im not THAT angry anymore. Thanks to all of my frens who cheered me up! thank you!!!!!! and im sorry to that "person". i hope that "person" is feeling better. kay i guess thats it. well enjoy this picture anyway! buh-bye!

I AM VERRY ANGRY!!!

2009-04-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

dear reader,
WARNING: b4 you read this whole thing, are you sure you want to continue? if you do carry on but dont say i didnt warn you! umm...enjoy?

okay today. it was a perfectly, HORRIBLE DAY!
1st; in moral my group was last, which was ok but I WAS FREAKIN TIRED!!! and that was ok but I WAS IN MY FREAKIN UNIFORM!!! then i had to go to KH and suffer carring the freakin chair! soo troublesome.

2nd; im am very mad mainly becos today somebody, i wont say who, MADE ME MAD!!! IM WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY THAT I BROKE LIKE 4 CHOPSTICKS!!!! and it rings a bell when i hear a song like "hot and cold" or something upbeat! and everytime i hear that song i get even more mad!!!!!!!

ok i g2g burn pictures and scream in my pillow! buh bye! and thanks for reading!

YAY!

2009-04-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

dear reader,
today i realized something....I HAVE MADE 26 posts already! and the number 26 is the date of my birthday! super yay! and plus! no i mean really plus like the mathematic "plus" or add. yeah! still dont know what im talking bout well, 2+6= 8 and 8 is a very lucky number! i had to use a calculator to calculate that so dont be sad if you didnt know 2+6=8. JK! haha...hey wait a minute....if im gonna post this then.....wouldnt it be...27? .......then it comes...2...+...7...=....9?! that hell's number! AHHH! wait dont go! DONT GO!!! wait! give it a minute!!!!!wait!!!!!!......

im so hungry AND bored!

2009-04-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

hey people call me shikamaru mainly cos im really lazy. and i dont really mind. im just bored so i took the time to do this. this is how im related to him (kinda) : sleep all day eat all night...

so...can you spot me....

i do that ALOT! and it eventually never works and i give up.....

2009-04-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

this pic is soo cute! doncha think?

I LOVE J.T

2009-04-28T09:07:00.000-07:00

yum!

2009-04-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

yo! guess what? yeah thats rite! today KRISPY KREME OPENED!!!!!!! i love their donuts! i first ate it in australia and my bro told me that he wished it came to malaysia and IT DID! and another time when he wished gelato would come to malaysia and guess what, IT DID! ohh, brother dearest why didnt you wish the cold wheather would come to malaysia TOO?! anyway, my bro went and bought it on the 1st day it opened! and IT WAS SOOO GOOD! so i sending this message (thru my blog) to all you guys telling you to GO AND BUY SOME! and make sure u buy the original cos the rest are not as good...KRISPY KREME ROCK ON! (hahas sounds so weird when i say it so im just gonna say..KRISPY KREME I LOVE YOU!!!!ONLY YOUR DONUTS!!!

hahas! okay i g2g eat one more! buy! i mean..bye!

OMG!

2009-04-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

hey there,
i finally got my fav book! i soo love it! and as usual i will not be aware when i read it cos im too amazed at the awesomeness! i absolutely love it! i 1st heard from the trailer when it bcame a movie! WOW! and for that i would like to thank:

MPH (so not the mental hospital) FOR SELLING IT
MY DAD FOR BRINGIN ME THERE AND GIVING ME MONEY TO BUY IT AND FOR NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO CHECK IT
MY MUM FOR....surport?
MY FAMILY FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY
CECELIA AHERN FOR WRITING THE BOOK
MY EYES AND BRAIN FOR LETTING ME ECALLY READ IT!

now i g2g read it! buh-bye! and thanks for listening (reading really).

to you adrian!

2009-04-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

hi there! if your askin y put this up, its bcos i wanted to thank my good friend, adrian for everything and he loves this guy (hes not gay) so i decided to post it. enjoy!

super duper YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-26T08:02:00.000-07:00

dear reader,
today something great happened!!!!!! im SOOOO SUPER HAPPY RITE NOW!!!!! bcos......

*drum roll*

MY BABY RABBITS's EYES HAVE OPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now they can see the world!!!! (mostly the spot we're putting them in but you get it) but still their to young to go outside....aww....and i just have to wait like....46 more days till they can leave the nest.....and milo is missin hammy badly....he wont eat until i bring hammy to meet him then they run around the lawn!!! TOGETHER!!! *awws* but the babies NEED hammy like really badly!!! oh well...thats all. bye?

im soo super duper extremely bored!

2009-04-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

okay today, rite now im so super bored! and so i decided to post this picture of shikamaru being bored as i too am bored. enjoy our bored-ness!

ThAnK yOu!!!

2009-04-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

i would like to thank my very very X 100 good friend diorene! thank you for teaching me all i need to know about makin the perfect blog and thanks also for all the other things you've helped
me in the past and thank you for all the other things you WILL do in the future! god bless you!!! so im sorry i cant do anything for you and im also sorry for all the things i've done wrong. and to tell you i love you (as a friend) pls enjoy this picture of fruits!

pictures that explain my friends....

2009-04-25T00:54:00.001-07:00

today im gonna do something bout my friends again! if you look closely at these pics you'll find that they do look like my friends! and im sorry if i offended any1. just jokes remember that!

ahh, its diorene the goodie-two-shoes! as a nun! im religious too! yay!

aww...look everyone its the cute st.john member, fazlul!!!

nesalinee is normally like this (and she'll be in the same position after she sees this!!! wait i think thats her comin into the room..."HI NESALI..." *nesa sees me and starts running towards me with speed dragging a chair behind her* "NEE....AHHHH" *runs*)

if you come to my table your probally see me doin this (normally when teacher is teaching!)

ThE eNd!!!

2009-04-25T00:32:00.000-07:00

okay i posted this pic cos...well, im a sagittarius! so this is also for ALL the sagittarius people out there too!

2009-04-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

some of them match me! amazing!

which cosplay picture is better???

2009-04-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

this one?
or

this one??

life is full of troublesome people...

2009-04-24T22:28:00.000-07:00

5 facts about me??

2009-04-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

okay today ONCE again i was feeling bored so i decided ill do 5 facts about me for fun since you know....who would want to see my blog or know 5 facts abou me anyway....moving on...HERE IT IS!!!!!;

fact number 1!!!!
i like animals ALOT but i am really really scared of reptials!!!! especially snakes and crocodiles!!!! they scare the living wits outta me!!!

fact number 2!!!!
i love plush teddies!!!! their soo super cute!! but i am really really really really x 100 really scared of dolls!!!! they are super premo scary!!! especially barbie dolls THAT ALWAYS SMILE!!!

fact number 3!!!!
i am dreadfully afraid of glitter! bad past!!! its too long to explain but lets just say i was tryin to get glitter outta my hair for a week! YUCK!

fact number 4!!!!
i love to draw but i hate to colour!!! yeah thats rite i hate colouring! i hate it!! i had another very very bad past about colouring!!! *sob*

fact number 5!!!!
okay this is the worst fact of all! im afraid of something NOBODY IS AFRAID OF! i am like super afraid of windows!!! and yeah you can laugh, i know i know "windows?! okaaaay...your weird" i get that alot! but think about it. in horror movies dont you always see that shadow in the window? *looks behind at window* umm...i think im goin continue this down stairs with the comfort of my parents!!! *RUNS*

okay thats all i have time for and after all there are only 5 facts in a 5 fact thingy so...catcha later! and please feel free to sent me 5 facts about you too at (sookchengc@yahoo.com or channylikesrabbits@hotmail.com ) ! i wanna know!

cutest couple picture ever!

2009-04-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

aww...how cute is this couple?! to bad ill never be like that....*sob* now im EMO!!!! i g2g...cut my wrist!!!!

THE AKATSUKI!!!!

2009-04-24T06:32:00.000-07:00

hey there, and HELL YEAH! THATS THE AKATSUKI!!! anyways, today when i was checking out the videos on youtube, i decided to this! this picture tribute is also for my very good, great friend, oxXAerithMaddyXxo from Germany on youtube! i hope she likes it! i posted deidara SPECIALLY FOR YOU, oxXAerithMaddyXxo !!! so this is a picture tribute to the AKATSUKI! i love them despite the fact their all evil! wateva-lah, i hope you like it!! (deidara) i hope you like it oxXAerithMaddyXxo!

(hidan) *SCREAMS*

(pein) aww....soo cute!!!

(kakuzu) here mia, happy??? hehe...MONEY!

hehe....the last ones for mia cos i kinda figured i better put this one b4 mia finds out his NOT on it! shell kill me!

why are all the math teachers soo stressing?!

2009-04-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

hey ya-all! today once again im bored and sleepy but not so hungry...weird 1st time! anyway today im goin to do a rant about math teachers! OMG! why are all of them SOO stressing?! thats one of the reasons i dont like maths!!!! and do you realize that like almost everyone "forgets" to do the homework given when i comes to maths??? and i admit it I DONT DO MINE EITHER! (hopefully no maths teacher sees this!) and so i made a few reasons why im always "looking forward" to maths on the "exciting" time table of my class:

5th grade: Puan Aminah

okay shes all funny and all that but, I DONT GET A THING SHES SAYING!!! god, shes soo super extremelly FAST!!! and sometimes, i swear, when i see her writing on the board, shes so fast i can see flames!!! (okay maybe that wasnt true...haha) and her homework was like hell!!! but still i like her as she is doin her job well.

6th grade: Puan Laila

okay i really DONT hate or dislike her at all. shes soo super nice!!! and even though she gives us ALOT of homework shes still so understanding! she reminds me of puan sheila! so i really shouldnt have put her name here!

Form 1: part 1:

puan lim;

okay! I LOVE THIS TEACHER!!! shes sooo nice!!!!!! and i ecally understand what shes teaching!!! i miss her....

part 2:

mr.razip (i think thats how you spell his name);

this guy is.....okay...thats all i can say......

part 3:

miss wu/woo (dunno-lah);

this teacher killed maths!! and shes sooo super scary!!! MR. RAZIP WE WANT YOU BACK!!!! but okay shes strict and thats her job so thats okay but c'mon we're not kids! you cant hit us!! and if she hits me IM GONNA CALL MY LAWYER!!! after i get one... and i dont get what shes teaching cos she doesnt even say anything!! but i can tell you ONE thing! shes pretty! so thats an advantage!

well thats all for this rant! im soo sorry if i offended anyone and this part of my blog ,like the others are just jokes! so dont take it personally!

till the wind blows passion,

love you hate me,

chan sook cheng

my friends on the internet???

2009-04-23T08:40:00.000-07:00

hi! anyway today i was bored so i decided to google some of my friend's names and this is what came out! its kinda funny! and im sorry if i offended anyone! this is just a joke okay? i dont mean it! anyway, enjoy!

OMG! NESALINEE!!!!

OMG! charmaine your SOO cute! and in real life you are too!

chermaine?! you didnt tell me you sing! and why are you holding that pic anyway??

AWW...diorene! i saw this on your blog by the way

WOW! mia! M.I.A!!

FAZLUL!!!! your on a stamp!!!

and in the end....IM THAT?!

My rabbits...have rabbits!!!!

2009-04-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

theirs babies!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is hammy!!!

this is milo!!!!!

ps; it looks discusting and all but in a few days....CUTE!!!

school

2009-04-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

does this look familiar??? (haha looks like me and my friends when teacher's teaching)

another farmiliar pic!

who do you think will win??? (naruto:SMELL THE FOOT, SASUKE!!)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in the end even naruto characters hate school~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i hope you feel better!

2009-04-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

okay everybody this is for sook cheng! and no, i do not mean me, i mean the one in 1H or something...anyway here it goes!:

dear sook cheng,

i heard that you cried (i found out) and you've told me b4. what happened?? you can tell me im free (mainly when teacher is teaching. find me then PLEASE!) but seriously come meet me we'll talk. sook cheng to sook cheng! well its a short message but i put alot of effort in it. i really hope you feel better!

love you hate me,

chan SOOK CHENG

now i need the public's help. can somebody tell her to check out my blog so she'll realize i wrote something bout her, FOR HER. please!

best friends

2009-04-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

dear reader,
this is for ALL my bestfriends out there!!! please read it cos i mean IT!

naruto characters are....weird...

2009-04-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

hey ya-all,

naruto people ARE problematic (dunno rite spelling or not..haha sorry!)

im sick of this moral thing!

2009-04-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

dear reader,

IM SICK OF THIS MORAL THING!!!! this projek is soo troublesome....im way to lazy to layan ivan and jonathan! i wanted to be AJK cos i didnt want to do anything but it looks like its the other way around! and it makes it worse that it posponed like 3 times or something... and i just wanna get this over with!!! IVAN DONT PREASURE ME!!! although i do hope your feelin better. alrite im have to g2g now so buh-bye!

umm...hi?

2009-04-23T07:20:00.001-07:00

uhh...okaay? umm...hi. im chan from 1A and this is my 3rd blog cos the other 2 were projeks so i dont think that counts...does it? anyway umm enjoy???